January 7, 2010
I was at a big ranch in a place near my home called "La Huasteca" Its a place surrounded by rocky mountains where a lot a new housing developments are being built and a lot of rock climbers are protesting about it. But that's now what I dreamed about. I was there because there was a big event going on. There were kids, grownups, teens lots and lots of people. I was walking through big crowds and I noticed something in common with them. They were all dressed up as movie characters, most of them Harry Potter characters. I realized they were playing a game. It was as if they were recreating the movie but in a game sense where a big group of people dressed as Harry went looking out for clues and such to find out their next move. As soon as i got it I looked over to a mountain side and saw a bunch of Hermione's climbing the side of it. It was so much fun to look at. I also realized the event was some kind of charity for lost and abandoned dogs. I remembered a lovely student of mine lived who lives in La Huasteca has a charity organization that helps dogs in need called "Huaperros". I turned over to someone who was walking with me and told him about what I thought the event was about and the student of mine who had organized it all. I was in awe and so proud of her for such dedication.

I jumped over to a movie theater. We were waiting for a movie to start, a bunch of my friends were there. I was seating between JJ(a friend) and Robert(my fiance's sister's boyfriend) and My brother and Lupita(a friend)Michele(a friend) were sitting over on the far right of the theater. I wanted them to come over but I was very sleepy I could hardly keep my eyes open. It was a long time before the previews were going to be over. My brother and friends came over and I was a little uncomfortable because JJ had put the arm rest up and I was worried my fiancee would think I was with JJ and Robert had to move over quite close to me because Lupita Michel and My brother were occupying a lot of space over on his other side. I decided to go get something from the snack bar before the move started. I got there and instead of a snack bar it was a convenience store. Everyone was carrying snacks but as I looked all over the store all I was was clothes. I wondered where everyone was getting their snacks from. A stranger came over to me holding a bag of chocolate covered pretzels and told me the snacks were over behind all the clothes racks. I was afraid to go over there because I had a bad feeling that if someone would try to rob me it would be easy for them behind all those clothes and racks.

Sudden Loss

Today is a very sad day. May your very loving father rest in peace and may God carry him in his arms and gently take him back home to heaven. For you and your family I wish that God grant you the strength, peace, and courage to get you through these very tough times.

We were on a small jet plane. You had a light blue t-shirt on with darker blue trim around the arms. You were piloting the plane and I was asleep in the back seat. It was all smooth flying until you started feeling sad and angry and were liberating your mixed emotions. I felt the jet starting to go faster and faster and then you started saying things about how you were going to enjoy life to the fullest and the ride started to get violent. You were twisting and turning the jet and suddenly we were following a bomber jet. There were bombs going off in the air and you were flying that plane like an air-force pilot. I was in between sleeping and waking up, afraid but so proud of your flying skills. No fear. You were getting inspired, I felt you were doing it for your dad, you were happy.

Finally you landed the jet perfectly. We were close to your SPI home and the military was waiting for us so they could proudly escort you and I to the apartments. Your mother came out to greet us. She was wearing a colorful dress and a pretty apron, hair hair was perfectly coiffed and she was wearing bright makeup. She hugged you first and then she hugged me with great enthusiasm. Gaby was there too, she looked happy to see you. You told me my appartment was ready for me. It was next to the one you and your family were staying in. The grass was green, and everyone was celebrating you. You were happy.

December 24th 2009

I was at a friend's house and there were a lot of teenage girls there, friends of my friend's daughter. They were talking about someone, saying negative things about her. I got fed up and signaled to one of them to follow me outside. Once outside in a patio I told her to stop saying negative comments about this person, If she kept encouraging the rest of them to keep talking bad about her she would eventually feel a lot worse. One of the other girls stepped outside with us and interrupted me. She started with the gossiping once again and I just walked away and inside feeling angry. Once inside I realised that we were waiting for someone to come and pick us up so we could get out of that place because we were kind of stuck there and had no way to get ourselves home. then a woman came in running up an escalator and told us our ride was here. We all went down the escalator with our baggage. It looked like we were evacuating the place. Once down the stairs we were in a subway station. And the sick little girl who I realised was autistic, was holding on to a stuffed animal. She heard something and started running along the yellow line close to the very edge of the subway track. I got very scared for her because if the subway came she would be hit by it and gone in an instant. I shouted her name and told her to come back, she was running on the edge so fast I could not get to her fast enough. She got close to were a song from the musical Beauty and the Beast was playing and she stood there. I got to where she was and hugged her and carried her back. Her teacher who magically appeared that told me that she was responding to the low pitched voice of the Beast character. I understood and started talking to the little girl in the lowest pitched voice I could. She responded to my voice and together we waited for our ride to come get us. A big convertible carlike vehicle came to pick us up and a very handsome man was driving it. I rode on the front seat. I had to put two different seat belts on. One from my head to my crotch and the other from side to side. Off we went and it was like a simulator like the ones that you ride at theme parks. There was a screen in front of us and we could see panoramic views of different landscapes. One of them was an ocean. we were going into the waves and we could feel the movement but we weren't getting wet.
Now I was at a friends house and as I walked in the kitchen there were a bunch of people there. She was pregnant and talking to all of them making them laugh. I was walking around the house and I could here the voice of one other friend reading a story on a speaker system all over the house. I went looking for her to see where she was hiding with a microphone and I found a closet that was lit up but there was no one inside. Then I noticed that there was a secret door that led into the hiding place where I could clearly imagine her sitting in a tiny little space reading to her daughter. I walked away and found a bedroom to rest in. I was very tired. Just whern I was about to go to sleep one friend of mine came in and told me I had to get out of the bed because she and my other friend that was reading the story were also tired and wanted to go to sleep. I got upset and got out of the bed.

December 22 2009

There was a man a very important, influential man, that wanted my cousin and I to go to his home up in the very top of a mountain. He said it was very important for us to go there because he needed us to do something...I can't remember what exactly. I had my white x-trail and he said it would be fine if we all rode it up the mountain. He had a woman driver who volunteered to take us. Off we went. We went through very rough terrain and I kept worring about how my x-trail was a 4 x 2 and would probably would slip on the very rocky unsteady mountain. Up we kept going and going until we got to a place where the rock was almost 90 degrees steep. I thought we'd never make it but that woman driver was not giving up and we actually made it. I was in awe, I could not believe it. We were at the very top, we had just one more level to go but we would have to get the car into a mechanical ramp, sort of like an industrial elevator. Everyone got out of the van. My cousin, together with her boyfriend and the host got on the ramp and told me to wait so I could come up with the car. I waited. The important guy came back down and confessed that he had actually brought me all the way up to his top of the rocky mountain mansion to meet someone. He said there was a friend of his who really wanted to meet me. I felt flattered until he said that the guy had changed his mind and was leaving. I was upset. I had to go back down the mountain all by my self and it looked very dangerous. I asked him, "Are you sure he changed his mind?" he said it was true and he was already jumping off the balcony in a hang-glider. He pointed up and sure as he had said there the man went, on a hang-glider.

December 21, 2009

Mom, brother and I were looking around for this small business owned by my father. It was a small filter business run by an old friend of my father. When she saw us come in she was not too happy, my father had passed away a long time ago and she had been running things thinking she was rid of us.
We wanted to take a look around this family business so she gave us a tour.
Suddenly we were out in the middle of some mountains and the small business was now a big factory.
Everything was very broken down and had to be fixed. I was going around talking to people who worked there telling them how to be more efficient but there was a big party going on so nobody wanted to listen.
I picked one out of the crowd and asked him to follow me outside. He was cooperative at first, listening carefully but then this song came on and he was distracted and hurried back to the party on the second floor of the factory. That was were all the younger people were hanging out.
I remember being worried because when I had taken the tour Id seen that the floor on that second story was a bit wobbly and was made of old wood planks that could easily break with more than ten people on them.
I was a little bummbed out because no one was willing to cooperate and make this factory the great factory that my father wanted it to be.
The next day this employee tha had ignored me the night before came looking for me and wanted to distract me from looking at the newspaper. So I wento upstairs to my room looking for my laptop so tht I could find the news on the internet.
There it was. The factory, still beautiful on the outside. I looked at it and then instead of an image on the screen it was a 3D model of the factory. I noticed that if I looked at it carefully you could only see black inside it. It was then I knew why the employee, who looked alot like a guy that I worked with when I was a school art teacher, was trying to make me avoid.
The factory had been burned down all from the inside. The news said someone had left something burning the night of the party and no one noticed, so the factory'sinsides had burned all night. I was pretty upset but was now worried because I knew we had insurance.

Dreams: December 19 2009

There was a wedding. It was in a hotel room and during the hustle and bustle these newspaper clipping images of the groom with some other girl where circling amongst the guests. The bride started to cry and left the room, we were trying to find her but there were so many people in the hallways of the hotel. Suddenly I was back at my house on the roof. It was full of leaves and dirty and the season seemed to be somwhere between winter and fall. I was worried about my dog, maybe he was cold and hungry. I was looking for him but I found myself talking with the neighbor's gardner. Next thing I know Ponchito, my dog, was jumping off the roof to land safely on the grass. I was back in the hotel hallways looking for a toilet. I went into a lot of them only to find they were all dirty with vomit and urine. I thought about cleaning them but I couldn't stand the smell. There were a lot of people running and standing in the hallways and going in and out of their rooms. I found a maid to tell about the bathrooms left dirty by old people and drunken teenagers. She told me she'd eventually clean them up and pointed out where to find a clean one which was one of the bathrooms I had aleredy visited and thought she's not helped me at all.

I woke up and went to the bathroom.

Follow Your Dream

When I dream, I dream movies, stories, fables, I can't control them but they sure control my mood and my feelings right after I wake up. Sometimes my whole day. Fun and confusing they make absolute sense in my sleep. Most of the time they're love stories which leave my mind unscrambling fantastical, blissful wishes my heart made when I was fast asleep.

"A dream is a wish your hear makes, when you're fast asleep."Cinderella